scatterbrained and unfocused or well-rounded and passionate...?

have been thinking a lot recently about my life: hobbies, work, pleasures, and loves. a trip to the bookstore yesterday made the variety of my passions very evident. at least there's no lack of passion here... right?

floral arranging. outside adventures. travel. cooking/food. design. architecture. passions not pictured: people. humanitarianism. wine. fashion. languages. conservation. health.

what do i love most? what do i want most out of life? how do i find out? WHAT DO I DO? to start...lots of thinking, research, exploring, contemplative long solo drives and bike rides, experimentation, prioritizing.